I remeber when

in a land far away.... or better yet Devore!

2004-08-03T02:09:53Z

Well, i guess you my summer is comming to an END....
As i worked hard to day,(checking codes in the toothpaste isle, sitting on the floor, feeling very Asian, my mind racing for millions of different-interesting thoughts) it came to me, this is one of the best summers in my 19 yr career. How could it possibly come to an end? Is it the end or just the begining of a great Fall season? I sat there thinking to my self. It turned out i was really thinking out loud to my co-worker, and she brought up it good point: its up to me what i do with it.
Why am i trying to hold on to the last onces of summer you might ask?
1. I actually went out!(not just outside my doorstep) But, out to explore my soroundings, meet new people and mingled.
2. Came to terms with the adult world, realizing i am fully capable of being self sufficient.
3. Understand my sexuallity and even more important, What the Hell makes me sexy, desireable, appelling to the opposite sex.
4.Whent to an actual concert/fest (ozzfest), fully enjoyed it, and ready for the next one.
5.And finaly, Some what, cut the cord that tied me to my parents, the unabled me to do any of the things i have just listed above.

I know this probably, no it sounds corny, But this summer has finaly made me feel like an actual adult.

Hopeless & Dorky
Aur

i'm still alive

2004-07-11T00:58:24Z

Like the titltle states, Yes, I"m still alive. Reflecting back on this short time, that we have learned to call "Summer Vacation," many things are capable of happening in such a short time span. I've been introduce to the world of grown ups throw a new job. And the world of grown ups, as we know it, really blows, big time. Why cant we all just try to get along and put our own stupid differences aside? If you figuire it out give me a call.

I find my self enjoying my new job, becuase it is a new job. Besides that its a just a job.

Dont think i have forgotten about you all, when i'm working and i'm thinking my daily random thoughts, I THINK ABOUT YOU GUYS.

(i know, i'm dorky, have come to turms with the fact)

Well, hopefully i will be able to steal accouple moments from my day to post soon,

AUR

Could there be anything else wrong with ME

2004-06-04T18:28:59Z

Oh, has this ever happend to any one of you?
You see scisors and a cool hair do or a cool shirt and you think to yourself,"FUCK i can do that instead of having to pay, i'll just do that myself." Well, thats what so has happend to me this past monday. I saw a girl with bangs, and it made me remanace of mine so now my forehead is the proud owner of them.

Sorry, i know its dorky, but i just felt like sharing.
Kept on the cutting, Aur

aur_on_parade @ 2004-06-04T11:13:00

2004-06-04T18:22:02Z

You know when you ask for something so bad and then when you finally get it, its kind of like "oh, ok so this is it, oh i expected more." Well, this past weeks have been sort of like that. I've been doing more things and going out, but i seem to be missing my alone, boring, t.v. watching time. Which when i look back i wonder what the hell is wrong with me. Is there something wrong with me, this is what i've been begging for. But i can really complain. Its been a short but fun run through the unknown.
Much Love,Aur

Check, Check,Check it out! King Ad Rock

2004-05-10T18:03:12Z

This weekend has been pretty interesting. Lets begin with saturday...So on Saturday, Eric (my boyfriend) was invited to a Quinceanera, by one of his old co-workers. So, we had decided to go. Like, usual Eric was running late and i was getting piss becuase I was ready , and i was looking really Good but only my living room was checking me out. So, he calls. I was aware that one of his uncles from Mexico was here and was leaving today (monday). So according to him, the family was having a gathering thing in his honor. To make a long story short we ended in Baldwin Park at some uncle's home. Eric was nervous of how his Fam. would act, i just simply dirent care, i just wanted, No, needed to get out of the house. The night was very painfully pleasant; i meet people, got to see the ones that i had already meet, and mingle with them. Eric wanted me to stay a while longer, so like a good girl i called my daddy dearest , and in his true fashion, ruined the night. We went around saying good bye, and Eric's sweet father, told some family member how had asked how was Eric and i, the he was his son i was his future daughter. How nice & freaky at the same time.

Sunday... I had asked for the day off so my mother i could of had a day of fun, She had to work. So, i called my friend up and hanged out the hole afternoon, reminisce of old times and friends. If i could i wish it Sunday again. It turned out to be a damn good day to my surprise. I did a little of everything and nothing at all.

Oh, Krista. Rudy, says "whats up!"

GET CRUNK, Aur

layers of colors

2004-05-06T21:35:27Z

I understand that if you have a LJ, you must update ever so often, right, Krista. Well, the truth of the matter is that i am a complete bafoon when it comes to writing or spelling.

I'm happy to hear that people out there in the world of LJ are having a KICKING TIME. I've always wanted to be in the middle of action packed LIFE. But since i can then i choose to live vicariously. So this goes out to girl on the wall; Krista and i were taking about your most recent entry, during lunch, that one of this days we are going to go and visit you and have a "DAY IN THE LIFE."

I hope this dosent scare you.

$ and Caviar wishes, AUR

in complete oblivion

2004-04-08T21:31:41Z

Lately, i've been noticing things about myself and my character. I am a very care free person. It had been brought to my attention before, but i had'nt really taken it into consideration. i know theres more stuff but i dont remember at this point in time.

Eric brought up a good point, recently,

i dont stand up for myself when i should. My parents do as they please with me!

which is a shame, but then, were a'm i suppose to learn to be self-reliant and opinionated.

Any Ideas?

Why me, Why now

2004-04-06T23:03:20Z

All the girls that know me know this about me:

I am the only child
since i am the only child , my parents believe they have the right to keep me shackled to their home and if they had their way i would be their stupid little fool.
Under the same circumstances, my mother sends me through the hole of, "OHHH, i'm sick and i cant stay up all night worring about you, so thats why you cant go out a have fun." When she know damn well she dosent sleep untill 11pm. And for the ass hole, he whants to be involved but yet not be burdened with the whole Father-role-pressure. Which he has never, ever assumed (krista, you know what i'm talking about).
I know, as an only child i am responssible for my elderly parents but, they dont cut me any slack.
I must leave this cell, as soon as possible.
Or else, my future plans are again down the hole, like this weeks plan whent.
Spring Break BLOOWS
To add more insult, my beloved father is on vacation this thursday & friday.

See you soon, or talk ta, you later,

AUR

Just another day in the neighborhood *

2004-03-21T01:44:46Z

Lately i've been feeling weird. What do i mean by weird, i only sleep 7-8 hrs, eat very little, i get annoyed and very bitchy at work in or about the fifth hr. of work, skin has been gettin greaser, wake up in the middle of the night and cant sleep for a good hr., and to finish it all i feel like if i'm in a never ending marathon.
My uncle came back to live with us, from Colorado, he was telling me yesterday that he was going to be going back to Mexico in maybe 2 weeks. When i heard that, my heart jumped the idea, but i would have to take off for my much awaited Spring Break and then come back in a week. NoFun!!!
I have a feeling that Spring Break, even though, it has been much awaited, will be a complete bust. Ever since they took Irmas car away i havent had a true social life.
is it just me, or is the girl from the yeah yeah yeah's pretty damed HOT. (just of a bit of daily dose of lesbianism, for you.)
I'm tire of school, and school seems to be tired of. I make this statement, because every morning when its time for me to go to school, i secretly wish it was high school so i worent have to go.
Has any one of you guys ever looked at the stuff you wear day in and day out ? yes, i did that this week, and with much disappointment dirent find any that was my mornings work or that fit the way it was meant to be.
Have you ever roomed around and looked at other peoples jl, and seems to look like the one that you just clicked away from, yup that happend to be right now.
can you tell it actually have some free time in my hands?
okay, i think i finaly ran out of shit to complain or nag about.
yes, i know i cant spell!
If you are still reading this, thanx you.
Until Next Time, Signing off, Aur

Subject

2004-03-09T23:35:34Z

Ok, so it been hectic this period of time. I feel like talking a long-long break and traveling. Last night when i was coming home from work i saw the one of those airport vans, and it completely gravitate me and i had the sudden urge to jump of the car a run into the van, beg the guy to take me somewhere. I need a knew job! hope fully by summer i will change jobs. I've been having the feeling of wanting to go to the beach, for about 2 weeks know, and nothing has happened. I am really looking forward to Spring Break. i'm afraid that my plans will be crashed by Work.

write soon, Aur

Everything has a price $$

2004-02-26T00:31:50Z

Why do people believe that people want to hear their stupid advice?

this is why: today as i walked home this 13yr old girl was waiting to cross the street and the little dude wasent coming up so she crossed the street, well this ass decides to roll down the and tell her that she must wait untill the green dude shows up. I give him the look like"shut the fuck up, you idiot". well i was crossing the street in the opposite direction, and the ass was going to make a turn in my direction. So, this ass barely misses me by about ten inches and i turn and give him a dirty look. I thought to my self " why is it that you are ready to give advice but get wont take your own advice". Whatever

Well, i have a Q's, What nationality are Bert and Ernie?

P.S. i can legally drive with a 25yr old, now.

FAT ASS ANNA NICOLE

2004-02-23T04:09:53Z

Well, you can guess what the hell i'm going to talk about! We the hell would you give a very stupid Bitch like that represent what women are all about. Stupid T.V, like that makes me very pist off.
Moving on, Life is sooo much fun, but parents make it boring. I think there should be a law were after you turn 18 they cant "guide" you. Sound Good to me!Well, i need a "LIFE". I have all this ideas but nothing set in stone. I wish, that i could have a double life. My life now and the other to be what i can be at this moment.

aur_on_parade @ 2004-02-17T15:55:00

2004-02-17T23:39:50Z

Hello!!!! My name is Maria Aurora Gonzalez De Nunez. I like to hump people's shoes and lick the glass on the Lobster tank at the grocery store. Won't you be my neighbor?????? Pleaaasseeeee?????

This is the hottest person I know:rid_of_me
Bye.
Love, A.G.

HEY YA! HEY YA! HEY YA!

2004-02-12T00:03:58Z

Okay the truth of the mater is; i'm supposed to be writing a 4pg thematical essay which sweet sweet, Lisa was sooooooo nice to help me out with. THAXS YOUS SOOO MUCHOS!!!
But in reallity i'm really bored and dont feel like writting it. Soo, hows every one? i'm am a bit sick but i think its stress. Well its a complete and utter rat race for this saturday. I am unable to find a freaking nice dressy shirt. Yes, i'am feeling fat; i just cant seem to find any nice clothes. So if anybody has an idea of were to shop drop me a line?
Well, until soon. *Aurora**

"Hello Every Body"

2004-02-05T03:52:34Z

Well, life seems to be catching up with me! i feel that i have too much todo and not enough time. i was checking my schedule and the next 2 weeks are going to be soo hektic, its not going to be funny. I also feel that way becuase i like to do thing at the last minute. I have been triyng my best to change that with no luck. I need help. Were would i go for such help? i dont know. I guess this is what it means to be a adult. What a scarry word.
Love & Kisses*

Let me go wild!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-01-30T06:07:31Z

Well, eric just whent to work about an hr. ago soo, i was kind of bored and bumbed because i have a really good flash backs burned CD and last time i wanted to hear it, it wouldent pay. So, i decided to try it on my PC which worked and is working great. HOOORAY **
I've noticed lately that i'm am ever more busy and in much need of a lincence and car, wheels, ride, carruche or how ever you may whant to call it. In addition, i'm in dieing need of MORE FREEDOM. I feel shackled to the house un able to really have a life other than school, home and work. Which we all know is not really much. So, in basic words: I NEED TO GET OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I guess thats why getting the notion of getting married sounds soooooooooooooo Good right about now.:>
Welll, much love & God Bless

Bay side is a cult

2004-01-25T02:02:38Z

So, i just came home from work and i am very tired. Late working has been a complet an utter bitch. I now that work is not suposed to be fun but when you work with people that just stand around it makes its unberable. Our store manager is leaving and what worries me is "what bitch or ass is about to come in a run the chicken stand?"i yet am in the dark on that one. Lately i wake up in the middle of the night with a acking hand that makes me whant to chop it of. I'm getting decipointed already with school, i'm already falling behind, but i dont seem to really care; this scares me. Also the "Ayanas Baptism is coming up and i needs $$$$ and vero has soooo not filled me on what the fuck is going on, which is really frustrating. Ohhh, well life will go on, i guess. I have a Quiestion to all how would care to answer: What is a girl to when time is oh so very limited when it comes to being with your significant other???
To all Love & Kisses****

HEAVYN

2004-01-08T22:07:53Z

Okay, a lot of stuff has been happening in this past week in half to two weeks.....
To begin with, while in church with my parents an epiphany came to me: God is a poor mans hope and the thing that helps one from killing each other every other day. In addition, it made much sense to me because there is so much that contradicts each other, which is now the reason of my skepticism. At the end of that thought i can to the conclusion that its better to have a God than nothing.So I Believe!
Two, while still in church and hearing to priest ramble on of how each us has it our hands to create world peace, the thought came into my head that world peace is just a though and that it will never happen. I know i sounds pessimist but in reality is there is no world conflict than there is no World peace. Evil cant survive with out good.
I know it sound kind of abstract that all this came to me in "The House Of God", but it did.

Also, Why are some guys such jerks, i'm still confounded. Why do we say such things that hurt each other, and why is it that we cant communicate fluently.And yet you cant leave them, they or your self still drags you back.
I went to get my permit, with no luck, so i'm still a car-less bitch.
Why is it that you have different lives. Like one of you breaks into 3 or 4 people. For example, since we are still on Christmas vacation then i have been hanging out with my other circle of friends; i noticed that my character tends to change, or when i'm hanging out with my family i am more conservative and i watch what i say more.
I need a new job, a change of venue, maybe a bit more money would be really good.Then hopefully i would be able to move out on my own.
My cousin is getting married, and she in a way is my role model; she is very strong wield, educated and seems to know what she is doing, this makes me wonder,"what is en-stored for me, will i ever accomplish as much as she has or more". every thing is and feels soooo uncertain.

lonley man wants sexxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-12-26T02:00:28Z

hello ladies, anybody with huge knockers out there? just kidding i m master tang i like long walks to the comic book shop and listen to beatles and jimi and zeppelin. I find myself trying to play some songs on the guitar but they come out like crap. I 18 and looking for love a "whole lotta love". Any ladies interested please reply. I like to cudle or do it your choice i don't care. Ladies Im looking for need sense of humor and like same music. Looks do not matter to me.

kajagooogoooooooo

2003-12-26T01:42:50Z

Merry christmas every body!
Well, i thought i would just drop by and see what had been posted since my last visit. Well, so far this holiday has been some fun, or as much fun as you can have in some ones house. I have just been hanging out with some friends and family and eating alot. It seems to me that besides watching T.V. and talking the only other alternative seems to eat. So probably by know i'm close to 3000lbs. HA, HA,Ha, no but i feel like it. Happy holidays and see you soon.

uga, uga, uga, uga, uga

2003-12-21T06:18:21Z

Hello to all. Well last night at work we had the "Annual" dreaded "Christmas Party". I say dreaded because, it really is dreaded. It has no point but only to grub and to get drunk, or my case listen to the past stories of Christmas past that seem to be a distant happy memory. Dont get me wrong, i'm not sour over the holidays, its that my co-workers are all boring or under age, which dosent leave much to talk about.

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2003-12-14T02:12:41Z

Hello you guy's i just got home from work and it was a very long and boring day that could have been better. I'm so glad that winter break is just a couple of days a way, i really need a vacation. Yesterday was my boyfriends B-day and it was so much fun, i think i would liked it better to have re-lived yesterday today. Well, i guess it would be dumb like that movie "Groundhog Day", Well thats about it. I need to go and do stuff!!, Laters.
If some one fells the same drop me a line!

hahahahahahahahah

2003-12-12T18:47:01Z

Yeah im just trying out the system. Bye

Hi, Every body

2003-12-11T03:41:49Z

So, this my first entry ever, I really dont know what to write about !!! Well, i guess i should start why i started a LJ.
Well, both of my friends have an LJ and the felt that it would be fun if we could all post our stuff. So, here i'm am typing. HOPE YOU GUYS ARE VERY HAPPY.
P.S. Yes, i will know add you just come down.