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| 06:46pm 02/08/2004 |
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mood:  dorky music: Distillers-Dismantle me
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Well, i guess you my summer is comming to an END.... As i worked hard to day,(checking codes in the toothpaste isle, sitting on the floor, feeling very Asian, my mind racing for millions of different-interesting thoughts) it came to me, this is one of the best summers in my 19 yr career. How could it possibly come to an end? Is it the end or just the begining of a great Fall season? I sat there thinking to my self. It turned out i was really thinking out loud to my co-worker, and she brought up it good point: its up to me what i do with it. Why am i trying to hold on to the last onces of summer you might ask? 1. I actually went out!(not just outside my doorstep) But, out to explore my soroundings, meet new people and mingled. 2. Came to terms with the adult world, realizing i am fully capable of being self sufficient. 3. Understand my sexuallity and even more important, What the Hell makes me sexy, desireable, appelling to the opposite sex. 4.Whent to an actual concert/fest (ozzfest), fully enjoyed it, and ready for the next one. 5.And finaly, Some what, cut the cord that tied me to my parents, the unabled me to do any of the things i have just listed above.
I know this probably, no it sounds corny, But this summer has finaly made me feel like an actual adult.
Hopeless & Dorky Aur |
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| i'm still alive |
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| 05:45pm 10/07/2004 |
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mood:  high music: CKY
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Like the titltle states, Yes, I"m still alive. Reflecting back on this short time, that we have learned to call "Summer Vacation," many things are capable of happening in such a short time span. I've been introduce to the world of grown ups throw a new job. And the world of grown ups, as we know it, really blows, big time. Why cant we all just try to get along and put our own stupid differences aside? If you figuire it out give me a call.
I find my self enjoying my new job, becuase it is a new job. Besides that its a just a job.
Dont think i have forgotten about you all, when i'm working and i'm thinking my daily random thoughts, I THINK ABOUT YOU GUYS.
(i know, i'm dorky, have come to turms with the fact)
Well, hopefully i will be able to steal accouple moments from my day to post soon,
AUR |
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| 11:22am 04/06/2004 |
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Oh, has this ever happend to any one of you? You see scisors and a cool hair do or a cool shirt and you think to yourself,"FUCK i can do that instead of having to pay, i'll just do that myself." Well, thats what so has happend to me this past monday. I saw a girl with bangs, and it made me remanace of mine so now my forehead is the proud owner of them.
Sorry, i know its dorky, but i just felt like sharing. Kept on the cutting, Aur |
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| 11:13am 04/06/2004 |
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mood:  geeky music: Some band from a sample CD
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You know when you ask for something so bad and then when you finally get it, its kind of like "oh, ok so this is it, oh i expected more." Well, this past weeks have been sort of like that. I've been doing more things and going out, but i seem to be missing my alone, boring, t.v. watching time. Which when i look back i wonder what the hell is wrong with me. Is there something wrong with me, this is what i've been begging for. But i can really complain. Its been a short but fun run through the unknown. Much Love,Aur |
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| Check, Check,Check it out! King Ad Rock |
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| 10:37am 10/05/2004 |
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mood:  amused music: The Strokes "Reptilia"
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This weekend has been pretty interesting. Lets begin with saturday...So on Saturday, Eric (my boyfriend) was invited to a Quinceanera, by one of his old co-workers. So, we had decided to go. Like, usual Eric was running late and i was getting piss becuase I was ready , and i was looking really Good but only my living room was checking me out. So, he calls. I was aware that one of his uncles from Mexico was here and was leaving today (monday). So according to him, the family was having a gathering thing in his honor. To make a long story short we ended in Baldwin Park at some uncle's home. Eric was nervous of how his Fam. would act, i just simply dirent care, i just wanted, No, needed to get out of the house. The night was very painfully pleasant; i meet people, got to see the ones that i had already meet, and mingle with them. Eric wanted me to stay a while longer, so like a good girl i called my daddy dearest , and in his true fashion, ruined the night. We went around saying good bye, and Eric's sweet father, told some family member how had asked how was Eric and i, the he was his son i was his future daughter. How nice & freaky at the same time.
Sunday... I had asked for the day off so my mother i could of had a day of fun, She had to work. So, i called my friend up and hanged out the hole afternoon, reminisce of old times and friends. If i could i wish it Sunday again. It turned out to be a damn good day to my surprise. I did a little of everything and nothing at all.
Oh, Krista. Rudy, says "whats up!"
GET CRUNK, Aur |
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| 02:24pm 06/05/2004 |
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I understand that if you have a LJ, you must update ever so often, right, Krista. Well, the truth of the matter is that i am a complete bafoon when it comes to writing or spelling.
I'm happy to hear that people out there in the world of LJ are having a KICKING TIME. I've always wanted to be in the middle of action packed LIFE. But since i can then i choose to live vicariously. So this goes out to girl on the wall; Krista and i were taking about your most recent entry, during lunch, that one of this days we are going to go and visit you and have a "DAY IN THE LIFE."
I hope this dosent scare you.
$ and Caviar wishes, AUR |
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| 02:29pm 08/04/2004 |
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mood:  indescribable music: "a poem to a horse" Shakira
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Lately, i've been noticing things about myself and my character. I am a very care free person. It had been brought to my attention before, but i had'nt really taken it into consideration. i know theres more stuff but i dont remember at this point in time.
Eric brought up a good point, recently,
i dont stand up for myself when i should. My parents do as they please with me!
which is a shame, but then, were a'm i suppose to learn to be self-reliant and opinionated.
Any Ideas? |
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